Things happened...Came like a storm...
Don't know what can do....
Only feel like helpless....and sad....
My world full of water.....Because I cry....
Used to it...Nothing SPECIAL...
But.. something going to change....
That make my world become worst...
Feel like I stand inside a thunder storm...
Can't even see what is happening around me....
Lost my way....
Worrying.... helpless..... Air around me make me cold and freeze....
Day 2----
Wake up....Sit beside the bed....Look out the window....
Sky... still cloudy...Can't even see the sunlight....
Why? .... Do I become blind since last night cry so many hours with Non-stop? ???
"There was a heavy rain last night.." my mum said.
Non-stop thinking about it...
When working... eating... bathing.... even sleeping...
Grey color , the only color I can see....
Still worrying about him....
Day 3--
Wake up suddenly...
My stereo headphone still beside me....
I remember last night...sleep early with music....
Sad music... without tears....
Flashback...
I saw him in my dream...
.....
Look to the sky.. trying to find out something...
Not his face, but sunlight...
Yea... That's it!!Sunlight....
Still with cloudy.. How....?
Should I continue with this?....I don't know...
Everything flashback in my mind.....Headache...
So sudden... Never prepare for it....
Unbelievable....
Walk away from my bed...
Stand in front of the mirror....
Someone inside the mirror....
Who?
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