Going to start a new life

Tonight, I will be off to singapore. For my new life...
Even though I hope I can have a chance to come back malaysia once again on friday, BUT IF I CANT MAKE IT... today will be the last day i stay in malaysia before I start my new life in SG.
I know I will be back, but the day seems like still far....=(

In this moment, I miss a lot of things, my bed, my room, my pets, my cars, my house, my housing area, my family, my frens, KL night life.........
I never miss them when I am still in malaysia, Whats wrong with me?
I appreciate them NOW... Of coz...

I dont know when is the next time for me to come back to malaysia.
I think it will be a long long time...

I am there to earn money for my family...

I must be tough and take good care to myself...

I will never let my family worry about me!!!

I MUST BE INDEPENDENT IN NEW LIFE!!!

BOEY CHEN SHU YEE, BE TOUGH AND HAPPY!!

HAPPY WILL  MAKE EVERYTHING SMOOTH!!!! =D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

GO AHEAD!!! BoeyC!! The world still waiting for u... *hugzz* for myself...=)

Keep On Rushing....

Everything come in once...

Out of Expectation...

Tired....

Keep on take a deep breath....

Keep on checking email... 

Keep on updating the info exchange....

Keep on planing....

Keep on looking at those documents.....

Keep on repeat all the actions i mention above...!

Since when i have this kind of life??? I cant remember it...

Rushing... and rushing....

For what???

For our future..... all of these just a beginning of our future..... thats why we keep on rushing....
We are not business man... but fight with time... Take the high risks....

Again... Tired....@@...
BUT!!!

When come to the end of the road... a sign board with "STOP" in front of me...!

I won't sit down and wait die....( unless in love ...)
I close my eyes... feel the situation... pick up a music be my partner....

Talk to myself...

THE WAY JUST IN FRONT OF ME IF I JUST OPEN MY EYE NOW

and... continue rushing with smile......for further..... NEVER END...

THAT'S CALL LIFE =)

小幸福by陳勢安

每次聼這首歌，都會有《小幸福》的感覺。
笑容，會從心底最深處呈現在臉上。
希望你聼了之後，也會有幸福的感覺=）

我知道你不喜歡我囉嗦
雖然喋喋不休 也會聽出耳油
你知道我不愛出去走走
你也願意陪我 一起躲進被窩
有時候我們彼此冷落
有時候我們互相遷就
有時候我們一句也不說
有時候我們飆到了忘我

唱著情歌 我寫你的調調太久
也許有天 你會發現 我是你的聽眾
唱著情歌 我只希望你聽得懂
也許有天 你會發現 小幸福的曲風

我喜歡你跳舞的小動作
你的一舉一動 也是一種幽默
你挑眼我歇斯底里過錯
彼此推翻承諾 手牽手往前走
有時候我們彼此冷落
有時候我們互相遷就
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網 
有時候我們一句也不說
有時候我們飆到了忘我

唱著情歌 我嫌你的調調太久
也許有天 你會發現 我是你的聽眾
唱著情歌 我只希望你聽得懂
也許有天 你會發現 小幸福的曲風

我們唱的情歌別人聽不太懂
也許有天你會發現 我們的小感動
我們唱的情歌別人不需要懂
也許有天你會發現 小幸福的曲風

Lalalalala ～
也許有天你會發現 我們的小感動
我們唱的情歌別人不需要懂
也許有天你會發現 小幸福的曲風

記得去聼聼哦^^

LOOKBOOK by ADIDAS

LOOKBOOK  by Adidas

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I love sport wear.
It represent to energy and move.
Adidas always made a good sport wear.
Especially.. SNEAKERS.
This lookbook from adidas, just wanna share with you all who love sport wear and adidas supporter too.^^

Enjoy~~~

Its raining night again....

Raining again...
outside my window....
up to the sky...
Rain dropping from the sky...
I love to listen the sound of rain when it drop on the roof...
Smell the air when raining...it is fresh....
thunder, a peaceful sound in the dark night...
It make me feel like... I am still alive...
I still can listen to the sound come from natural....
I think... I might have a good sleep tonight....

留白

上個星期四開始。。。 我就沒再聯絡你了……
在你心目中，再也不會有我了……

也從當晚開始，我每一天晚上都夢到你。
夢裏有很多讓我意想不到的，但都只是我心裏所希望會發生的事情，譬如。。。
接到你的電話……
也試過夢到你，我們卻只是擦身而過……

每一天都夢到你，不停止，今天已經是第十天了……
我居然在掙扎……
因爲昨晚，你突如其來的三個字的inbox msg..

你始終還是不肯用電話聯絡我……

看著你寫的三個字，我不明白其用意。
只是一個稱呼，但爲何要這個稱呼？
有何用意？
如果沒有特別意思，請問能夠直接稱呼我的名字嗎？

以往，對你的訊息我從來不會怠慢，一直都會第一時間回復你，然後期待你的回復。
但是這次，我沒有力氣去按下reply的button……
因爲我害怕了，我害怕那種等待你回復的感覺，更害怕永遠等不到你回復，失望的痛……
甚至我也不知道應該回復什麽……
或許，讓它留白，對你對我都是好的。

有好幾次，都有仔細的想過要回復你什麽，但是一想到當天發生的事情，心就會停頓一刻，然後把想回復你的想法往腦子裏收…… 那傷害對我來說太重了，太可怕了……

儘管我依然很愛你……
但我沒有勇氣再去接觸你，也沒有勇氣去“拿”起你，不敢再奢望得到你，那就不會再害怕失去你……
只能強迫自己，不再心軟，不再去聯絡你。

對不起，親愛的……
請原諒我的自私……
對不起……

In my Dream....

Since that happened...
Never contact you anymore...
Cause I had promised someone...
HAVE TO LET YOU GO... And I AM DOING IT...

But.... I feel like I never lost you...
Because.....

I will see you in my dream EVERY NIGHT....


In my Dream...
I saw u stand beside me...

In my Dream...
I received your call....

You said...."I call you because I promised you will call you back...."


In my Dream

I go to support you when you are having competition.....

In my Dream
You always beside me....
without saying anyting....

In reality...
I lost you......

我知道你很難過

我知道你很難過
愛一個人　需要緣份　你何苦讓自己　越陷越深
別傻得用你的天真　去碰觸不安的靈魂　每一天只能痴痴的等

愛一個人　別太認真　你受傷的眼神　令人心疼
沒有一個人　非要另一個人　才能過一生
你又何苦逼自己　面對傷痕

我知道你很難過　感情的付出　不是真心就會有結果
別問怎麼做　愛才能長久　這道理有一天你會懂
我知道你很難過　昨天是戀人　今天說分手就分手
別問你的痛　要怎麼解脫　多情的人註定　傷的比較久

愛若變成了刺　思念也成了痴　也許心碎是愛情最美的樣子

Phineas And Ferb

Disney Channel 615 ( astro )Everyday 6pm, I will sitting in front of my TV and waiting for this cartoon. =D

That's Phineas and Ferb, And their sister.

Showering a monkey ( apes?)

They are just a little kid come with many flight of ideassssssssss.
They love to do experiments, explore new things, they are so creative too.
I love their idea so much, that's will make me laugh out loud and very happy~
And they always make their sister insane... SO funny.

Their sister wanna tell their mum what are they doing and how naughty they are but failed to do so EVERYTIME. This really make their sister angry and speechless.XD

see... their sister is complaining about them but they look so relax, never care about it.=D
Don't try to look down to the "green duck" beside them, it is an AGENT! Hard to believe right?

wow~~~ support them if u get interest to them~~ See ya~

Mirror...

In front of the mirror....

I Can't even recognize the girl inside the mirror....
"Girl..."suddenly the girl inside the mirror said...
I stared at her....

"Don't be silly... He will never know how much you love him..."She said...
"He never appreciate what you did for him..... Time expired... You have to go..."

"Go?" I confuse..."Where should I go?"

"Leave him.... Never look back..." She said in lower tone.....seems like this is an order...

"Leave him??? No!! I don't want to... " I shouted....madly...

"Time's up, sweetheart...2 months ago... You did the same thing... But you can't let go... You promise me that you will give him one more chance....And you will leave him with no doubt if same thing happened..."

"This is different!!" I shouted... louder...

"No different... Accept it... Please.... You know everything clearly.... Why you still wanna cheat yourself?" She asked...

"But I never heard his explanation!!!" I reply...

"No... that is not necessary... Explain is too late for now.... You protect so much people.. even him... Now its time to protect yourself.... Please protect your ownself!" She was bagging...me... TO PROTECT MYSELF...

"Trust me! He will never know how sad you are! He will never want to know how is your feeling! But you too care about him! You are such a idiot!! You should be a clever girl... why you wanna act like a fool?! " She said again...... "You know the way actually.. Why you always did it in opposite way? "

"Stop it!! I act like an idiot because I love him! I protect him because I love him!! I did it all just because I love him!!" I told the girls inside the mirror... come from my heart...

"I know... But you should not forget your promise... You can't change anything within the time you promise me... So, you should keep your promise now... And Leave... Don't even try to give him or yourself any chance.... That is enough to be hurt... You will be mad or die very soon if you let this keep going on... " She change her tone... soft tone...

"..............." Don't know what can I said...

"Sweetheart... If there is a FATE between you and him... You both will be together in the future.. no matter what happened... You both still can be together... Don't even try to force any side...He might have his reasons.. If you still love him, let him go... and let yourself go too... This is the win-win situation... And never try to guess what is his thinking now... Its no point......Take a rest... Love yourself... MORE THAN ANYONE... "

Yes, its really tired... Very TIRED....Because I have to force myself to pretend to be Alright when I face my friends or family...  Don't wanna let them worry about me.... Air... freeze again...

At the same time, I can feel a hug from her... deeply... until I fall asleep inside her hug... A hug which is so trustworthy....

 















Day 4---

Saw some new photos of him....
He was smiling happy....
If I let him go he will be happy...
I should be happy too... Because I done a good job...
Look out from the window... I saw...

*SUNLIGHT* =) ......

Weather = my world

Day 1 --

Things happened...Came like a storm...

Don't know what can do....
Only feel like helpless....and sad....
My world full of water.....Because I cry....

Message to him... No reply... No feedback...
Used to it...Nothing SPECIAL...
But.. something going to change....
That make my world become worst...
Feel like I stand inside a thunder storm...
Can't even see what is happening around me....
Lost my way....

Worrying.... helpless.....  Air around me make me cold and freeze....

Day 2----

Wake up....Sit beside the bed....Look out the window....
Sky... still cloudy...Can't even see the sunlight....

Why? .... Do I become blind since last night cry so many hours with Non-stop? ???
"There was a heavy rain last night.." my mum said.
Non-stop thinking about it... 
When working... eating... bathing.... even sleeping...
Grey color , the only color I can see....
Still worrying about him....

Day 3--

Wake up suddenly...
My stereo headphone still beside me....
I remember last night...sleep early with music....
Sad music... without tears....
Flashback...
I saw him in my dream...

.....
Look to the sky.. trying to find out something...
Not his face, but sunlight...

Yea... That's it!!Sunlight....
Still with cloudy.. How....?
Should I continue with this?....I don't know...
Everything flashback in my mind.....Headache...
So sudden... Never prepare for it....
Unbelievable....
Walk away from my bed...
Stand in front of the mirror....
Someone inside the mirror....
Who?

True Love

選擇明天可能的愛　那一夜　他沈默　從低潮關係逃開
一直到今天他還始終不明白　這樣的決定到底該還不該

還記得那夜的悲哀　忍住淚　關上門　妳故做堅強離開
然後安慰自己緣分自有安排　縱然心中充滿了脆弱無奈

每個人都期待　下次遇到真愛　才放棄的比珍惜還快
每個人都期待　早點找到真愛
只可惜我們都一直到　有一天彼此懷念時才明白

我想我們都不例外　在茫茫人海中　尋找著合身的愛
好像童話裡那揀貝殼的小孩　到最後才瞭解已錯過了真愛

只可惜我們都一直到　有一天彼此懷念時才明白
我們各自在生活裡徘徊　只是夜深人靜裡會醒來
每當看著兩人的合照時　心中還是有很多感慨

是不是　我們　下一次會遇到真愛

漸漸……

你轉身走向來時的街　陽光刺出眼中的淚
原來離別正上演　挽回終究是無解
漸漸不見你微笑的臉　會不會是你在表演
眼淚乾了只是鹽　哭過沒有感覺
hu…　你漸漸不見　你那樣堅決(愛漸漸不見)
hu…　愛消失眼前
眼前是白天但夜般黑　胸口正下一場大雪
寒冷將靈魂凍結　我卻還不肯熄滅
應該是任你漸漸走遠　但兩個我正在對決
感情在心中沉澱　已過保存期限
hu…　愛漸漸不見　將我心凍結(你漸漸不見)
感覺　wuhu…　我已被撕裂
愛漸漸不見(愛漸漸不見)
愛漸漸不見(愛漸漸不見)
看不見　這一切(hu)一轉眼　太遙遠(地轉天旋)
看不見　這一切(你漸行漸遠)　一轉眼　都已經熄滅
看不見　這一切(感覺…wuhu…)一轉眼　太遙遠(漸漸不見)
看不見　這一切(愛已經熄滅)　看不見　這一切(hu…)
一轉眼　太遙遠(地轉天旋)　看不見　這一切(你漸行漸遠)
一轉眼　都已經熄滅　看不見　這一切(感覺…wuhu…)
一轉眼　太遙遠(漸漸不見)看不見　這一切　愛已經熄滅

*一覺睡醒  昨晚下了一場大雨  整個天空彌漫了黯傷
  望住天空  再也看不到你    愛…… 也漸漸不見了……*

The end....結束了...........

today.... 今天……

something happened...有一些事情發生了……

don't wanna think about it or talk about it.... 不想去想，也不想說了……

Only one thing that i can confirm...  只有一件事情，我可以肯定的……

Is.... 就是……

Everything had reach the end.... 一切到了終點……

Finally..... It is over.....  終于，一切都結束了……

Everything will back to normal..... 一切都回到正常……

Before this.... 在這之前……

Should I delete all the memories?  我應該把所有的記憶刪除嗎？

深刻的愛，讓人不爭氣

正當我又在責怪自己爲什麽那麽不爭氣的時候，
無意中讓我看到了一篇文章，
題目為《深刻的愛，讓人不爭氣》

當真心愛一個人，就不懂得為對方的過錯而發脾氣，也不懂得跟對方計較，慢慢的，人也變得不爭氣了……

*耳朵忙碌的聼歌，卻未發現眼淚已經從眼眶流到鼻尖了……*

我不會愛

*哭著喝自己最愛的咖啡，原來是無味的，直到有味道的時候，那是苦的…… 親愛的，我真的不會愛，不懂得愛，你……*

我不會愛

習慣了你的重量 溫柔得壓在手上
現在卻不得不放
習慣了你的味道 漂浮在我的肩膀
想到從前 我們都笑了 都哭了
最後一次一起分享月光 隔著一只行李箱
我知道這樣忍痛退讓只為了一絲微笑

我不會愛 擁抱總是太沈太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段 用心再深 看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿 心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛 深的像一片海 重的我放不開
親愛的 我想我不會愛

如果時間可以抵上感傷
我願意無限制的燃燒
只要你的鏡頭 永遠印著微笑

我不會愛 擁抱總是太沈太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段 用心再深 看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿 心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛 深的像一片海 重的我放不開
真的 我真的不會愛

愛是燒痛我雙手的焰火
卻也為你燦爛了黑夜 黑夜

愛 擁抱總是太慢
甜蜜常常少說了一段
我用心再深 看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
除了忘我祝福 我能怎麼辦

對你的愛 就算像一片海 重的我放不開

親愛的 我真的不會愛

Someone that I will support always and forever...

Tomorrow is a big day for all dancers.
I wish I could take part too... BUT I AM NOT A DANCER!!!! *pointless =.="*

Anyway,there is somebody else that I will support always and forever.
Can be him or they. ^^ I know them from a Dance Competition which held by astro--- Battleground.

They never dissappointed me, I know they can do very well.
No matter what happen, no matter how hard was the training, they will try their best.
Never say give up easily.

Proud of them or he ^^
Never regret to know them. Proud to have them to be my friend.
Who are they?

They are,
THE CHAMPION OF BATTLEGROUND 2008 ---- ECX aka Elecoldxhot.

Wish they all the best in the coming competition. I will always be with them no matter where I am. Forever.^^

Guys, All The Best. =)

*ECX be the guest of Quicky@8TV*

(special thanks to the photo owner)

夜晚……

人，總會有過去，也總會有一些讓自己覺得很舒服，很快樂，很享受的回憶。
那是一種很簡單的快樂，很容易就讓自己滿足的事情。
但是，我卻在成長過程裏，面對不同的人，事，物，也漸漸的失去了過去的感覺。
開始變得人生沒有意義，到了深夜，除了不斷重復的refresh我的facebook之外，也不知道還能幹嗎……

今天開啓了一個被我遺棄很久的media software---sonic stage。
每一首歌，randomly的被播放。
聽到了很多我以往很喜歡的歌曲，幾乎每一首歌都代表住不同的回憶，
我想起了……

以往的夜晚，我很期待它的到來=) 

因爲一到了夜晚，等全家人都睡了之後，我就會開啓我的電腦，播放這些歌……

房裏都充滿著暗黃色的燈光…… 甚至還點着了自己最喜歡的香薰……

聽到感覺對了，就會立刻拿出筆記本，把感覺記錄下來，或者把感覺寫成歌詞……

那就是我的“日記”之一。

夜晚到達，就表示屬於我的王國也到了~

沒有人打擾的夜晚，安靜的夜晚，聼不到任何雜音的夜晚……

那是多麽美麗的夜晚啊~

耳朵裏聽到的是，清脆的吉他樂，容易讓人有百般感覺的鋼琴樂，扣人心弦的小提琴樂，當然也少不了聼不同的人如何去詮釋他們天使般的聲音，不管男或女。 

閉上眼睛，戴上耳機，似乎能夠把整首歌從裏到外聼得清楚，包括：作曲人的靈感，作詞人的想法，編曲人的創造力，還有歌手演繹那首歌的心情……  再深入一點，還可以從歌詞裏，去看透歌詞裏表達的故事……

我真的好久好久都沒有去把自己的感覺寫在筆記本裏，難道寫在部落格裏，可以保存我的記憶嗎？如果有一天，我真的失憶了，部落格的一切能夠喚囘我的記憶嗎？

*開始尋找我的筆記本中 =)*

Xx  Enjoying Music... Feeling what I can Feel xX

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FaceBook.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ  from FaceBook.

I done it tonight. It is so accurate~~ For those who are interested can try it out =)


Below are my result:


Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you....

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

 

*Me, Boey C.*

又是《年度之歌》的夜晚……

最近的天氣都屬於陰天，到處都下大雨。
陰暗的天氣讓人變得無限慵懶，慵懶之後就開始胡思亂想，
今晚也不例外。

這兩晚，都是《年度之歌》陪伴我讀過這個又冷又靜的夜晚。
明天，我父母就會去暹粒旅行。
4.30am就從家裏出發了，太早了, 沒辦法送機……
啊爸，啊咪！ 一路順風！！ 等你們帶照片回來！哈哈~

我又重犯一個錯誤了，變得疑心很重。
不曉得這是不是，明明知道自己被騙了，卻還要假裝沒事的後遺症。
猜測真的很累很累，偏偏我就愛去碰這些讓人身心疲憊的事情。
真的很犯賤……

*一個當天不斷渴望得到的稱呼，今天終于得到了，但是，甜蜜的心情不再，換來的只有一連串的猜測和自我毀滅的情況*

090724 Kay's Garden @ desa park city

I like to enjoy my meal in Kay's Garden, which is located in the waterfront mall at Desa Park City.

*Kay's Garden*

The person who brought me here is my "kei jie"-- iris.She always introduce many good restaurant or different cuisine to me. Both of us really LOVE TO EAT!! XD

*she is IRIS... my lovely kei jie~~*

Kay's Garden have a very romantic and comfortable environment. Everyone feel relax when enjoying their meal there. We choose the place which near the window,because we can enjoy the scene as well. It was so peaceful... I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

*see it? the lake scene in the night. Its very romantic! trust me!*

Most of the cafe now provided Wi-Fi access, so we bring along our laptop to online there. FACEBOOK, is A MUST VISIT. =D

   
   * me and my baby, ACER LAPTOP*       

              *Iris and her partner. XD*

Let me introduce our favourite dishes here.... I had never try the salad as delicious as this! Its so impressive!! No Joke!

      * Fruit and Fresh Prawn Salad, the best I had ever try!!! ordered by me =D*

 

*this is the NYONYA FRIED RICE, ordered by iris =) delicious too~*

And the drinks here also not bad. I had tried their special coffee, which is strongly recommend-- Vietnam style Iced Coffee. I swear, this is the first time I drink a coffee in this way.

 It serve with a small "metal pot" on the glass. The "metal pot" contain coffee power, then we have to pour the hot water into the small "metal pot" to mix it with the coffee powder, then the coffee will drain out from the hole under the "metal pot",  into the glass which contain milk. At last, the coffee will mix with the milk, this is the VIETNAME STYLE ICED COFFEE. Is it special? For me, Yes !! ^^

            * It serve in this way......*
                              

       *become this after a few of steps... *

           * i really love the salad so so much!!*

                                    *finish ^^*

I will have my second time to be here....PROMISE!!! =D